iamherbutme

Went down to miri this morning around 7 something and arrived at sungai tujuh at 8 i guess, then my dad picked me up and we went breakfast together as my mom went and do her own thing. Felt so weird seeing my dad so i just stayed silence but then after awhile it was me and my dad! Went to my step mom’s house and met my little pretty sister! Gosh i miss her so so much and everything about my dad’s side of the family.

Well after all this my dad send us to facial near boulevard as my mom was there already. Good bye is hard but then i still love him. He gave me money for my birthday present and said i can use it to buy things i like.

After facial i went shopping buying food with my mom as my sister wasn’t done yet. After buying the food went into the car and pick my sister then my mom pulled the trigger saying don’t wanna go shopping! God WHAT THE FUCK MAN! She promised me that she would let me buy new things for my birthday. But, parents do lie don’t they?

Went and see my grandmother and heard that she’s sick! Felt so much pain in me as my tear fell seeing her like that! The pain of not knowing when to see my dad and the pain of everything else it is just so hard!

My life has become a mess!